So So Sad Day...

I lost my WEDDING RING!!! December 12th...and I just keep waiting for it to show up somewhere! I NEVER take my ring off except to put lotion on and to cut raw meat up. I am always wearing my ring. I realize now how much I play with my ring and check for it. It's a sad and frustrating feeling when you loose something and just want it back NOW so bad. But it's just a thing that can (eventually) be replaced. The weird things...about a week before I lost my ring, I had a dream that some guy (ya some guy, not Jason, and I have no idea who it was I didn't even remember what he looked like when I woke up from the dream), gave me a butterfly wire ring. Weird since I don't have any kind of obsession with wire or butterflies and I've never seen a ring like it. Then the day before, I was rubbing lotion on the boys feet before they went to bed and set my ring on the bed. Jason came in and sat on it and I thought oh I don't want to loose it. I even told Jason that he sat on it. Then later that night, I was rubbing Jason's feet (which rarely ever happens, sorry Jason) and took my ring off and set it on top of a book. I thought to myself I don't want to loose that so I better put it right back on. Why was I having all these ring thoughts--I guess because I was going to loose my ring the next day! Lesson behind this??? Oh well...just had to share my frustration!